So, I went to school today. No, I didn't tell my mom that it is being hard to me... But I woke up early today, because I was anxious. About what? I don't know, but whatever. Today was cool. I had my PE class, made some friends... We're starting basketball season. I LOVE BASKETBALL. I'm actually good at it. Tomorrow I have my first clay class. I love arts too. Now I'm feeling noticed by the kids at school, like, they come to me and start talking. Some of them don't even notice my accent. That's so cool. My last block today was 7, and it's math. We changed places on Monday. I used to seat next to this super nice and cute guy called James. He asked if I could sit next to him, and I was like *-----*. He is so nice, but I think he is mad at me. Now i sit in the front, and he seats in the last place. He was just so nice to me. I want to be his friend, at least... Ha ha.
When I get home, I always go upstairs straight to my computer. Today I got home at 3:30p.m. I'm still using it... Internet = Life to me.
I made my nails myself :D SO PROUD :')
I'm still learning how to use this blog, so I just saw that there are some people reading it. That's so cool. I mean, I though nobody would see this... So where are you from and how did you get here?? please answer??
I know it's a bit late but I just had to get in here. I'm freaking out about all this. Like, I need my old life again. I need friends close to me so support me when I need. I need sun, I need warmth, I need my old life again. I can't stand this anymore. Everyday I cry, afraid of what's coming, afraid of what's new, afraid of life. It's just being so hard to start a new life, on a new county. I don't want to go to school. I don't want to get out of my house. I don't want to get out of my bedroom. I just want to sleep until I die. When I sleep is when I get a time-out from life. But then, my mom wakes me up for the mother fucking school. I'll wake up crying and tell her that's being hard for me. I AM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW, AT ALL.
Today was normal. Get up early to school, get more tired with classes... We got our new schedules, because the first quarter is over. Mine is almost the same, but now I have clay classes and PE (physical education). Tomorrow I'm gonna take my first PE class. I got home earlier from school today. I think I have sinusitis, my face hurts so bad, It's just awful. My cheeks hurts, my forehead hurts, MY HOLE BODY HURTS. I can't stand here anymore, I'm tired of going to High School, I'm tired of speaking English everyday. Well, It's just the beginning. I'd call my self weird if I didn't missed Brazil. My mom picked me up and we went to "Shop Rite". Then we went to "Wallgreens". There I bought a mascara, a eye-liner and a Justin Bieber's poster. Did I said that I love him With all my heart? Well, I do, and I'd do anything for him. A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G. I'm tired. Gonna take nap :-D Come back at night :)
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I know nobody is gonna ready this, but actually, I don't care, I'm here to write what I feel like writing. Well, as I said, I'm Brazilian and I've just arrived in the US. About me: I'm 14 and I have a lot of dreams, just like any girl my age. When I grow up I want to be somebody. A business woman or someone that saved somebody's life. I want to be remembered for something I did and changed somebody's life. But yet, I'm trying to figure out who I am. My life is far from being figured out, so I have a lot of time to try to make a difference. This first post was sort of a description of how I'm feeling lately and who I am, so hope you keep reading! ;)
