SHIT

I know it's a bit late but I just had to get in here. I'm freaking out about all this. Like, I need my old life again. I need friends close to me so support me when I need. I need sun, I need warmth, I need my old life again. I can't stand this anymore. Everyday I cry, afraid of what's coming, afraid of what's new, afraid of life. It's just being so hard to start a new life, on a new county. I don't want to go to school. I don't want to get out of my house. I don't want to get out of my bedroom. I just want to sleep until I die. When I sleep is when I get a time-out from life. But then, my mom wakes me up for the mother fucking school. I'll wake up crying and tell her that's being hard for me. I AM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW, AT ALL.